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Sunday, May 16, 2010

Dreams are taking over my head

These days my dreams are getting too real. Real in the sense that i thought that it is happening and somehow it's taking over my mind and i couldn't control it. Like i dreamt of a baby, a very cute baby. I was holding the baby, feeding and taking care of it. I can even feel the baby breathe and the kiss. OMG right? But i am happy with this dream. haha.

Last night, the dream gave me headaches now. I don't know why and how. My husband says he wants to break off with me. Then i couldn't contact him and i was crying real hard. I thought it was so real, when i woke up by the tears (real tears), i turned and saw my husband sleeping beside me very soundly. I was so confused and finally felt relieved. These vivid dreams really gave me a fright. But this is not the first time i dreamt that he break off with me. So i guess, he is really important to me and i am scared to lose him. I love him dearly.

I was unable to sleep well, was woken by the strong wind outside the window, and the rumbling toliet door noise. I was so annoyed by it. I have to woke up twice to close the window and open the toliet door to let the wind in. I don't like the wind. It gave me a sudden chills and uncomfortable about it. When i went to the toliet, i could hear the dog barks in the middle of the night, which was quite annoying. I quickly climb back to my bed and wrapped myself with my quilt. Slowly, i was like being injected with Anesthetic, i was feeling numb and sleepy. I don't like the feeling. Because the strong and cold wind is blowing at me. But i eventually fell asleep and woke up with headaches.

Vomit again. But is definitely better than last week. Hope to be in the best condition soon. :) Cheers!

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